It's what lots of mother's would dream of...a weekend with the gals in Chicago.  I should be bouncing off the walls with excitement.  So why do I have this pit in my stomach?!  oh, yeah...I'M GOING TO MISS MY SWEET BOY!!!  Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for the chance to get away and have some fun.  And I know once I tear myself away, I am going to have a blast, but right now all I can think about is that moment tomorrow morning (at 4:00 AM, mind you) when I kiss his sweet, sleeping face and whisper goodbye.  Wish me luck and let's hope I don't board the plane with smeared mascara!!!